non-fiction chap_ter 2

10th of march. It’s been a good week for making music. I guess i’m writing this because it might be interesting to read in a couple of years, when you know if i ever was able to finish dear john (the album). Working on a song with working title “You you you”. Its a neat little song. Sometimes i love it. I realised yesterday that I am actually going to play Berlin this spring. Feels amazing. When i was seven years old i never thought i would go there, all because of the (at least what i thought) dangerous journey through East Germany.

TECHNICAL INQUIRY: Is there anyone out there that think that resampling a sample library in a locked format sounds like to the most fun thing to do this spring? It would mean the world to me and i’d be thankful forever. Send me a mail and ill send you details in that case. I guess you’ll be a part of the music then. I’ll pay you what you ask for.

He looks similar to me, but look at the moustasche to tell the difference.
Otherwise I’m stalking a stalker at the local library that used to blog about me. Times change!

27 SEPT. Ok, I look forward to going out playing again. For the first time ever it seems. Hope its gonna be good. We are going to play some dates with the a-m-azing andrew bird. For once it feels good to really be the underdog and to know you will always stay there. Go see him. Circus Loney has two new attractions for you, Cecilia Persson (paavopaavo.com) is playing with us in UK during october, and Andreas Werliin is drumming with us during the november tour. The ticket might be worth just to hear them.

Btw, for the moment i am looking for a bass clarinet and a double bass. ps. i might even make an album soon, need time and space.

12 SEPT. Something made me shout at the breakfast reading the paper. I happen to love low-pitch wind instruments. Especially combined with words such as; “never before used” etc.

DN: I helgen fullbordas Wagners “Ringen” på Operan i Stockholm. Till premiären har Operan låtit tillverka Wagnerska tjurhorn för att “Ragnarök” ska få den rätta klangen. … Plötsligt skorrar det oroväckande i orkestern i andra akten av Richard Wagners opera “Ragnarök”. På scenen står Hagen, en listig mörksinnad typ, och kallar på sina mannar, att de ska komma med vapen i hand. Hade ljudet kommit ur stereon hemma hade skulle jag ha kollat om högtalarna var spräckta. Men den ovanliga klangen är direkt inskrivet i partituret av Wagner, som gillade att experimentera med den klassiska orkestern. … – Jag har formgivit mina nya tjurhorn som tidlösa långa raka signaltrumpeter. Det viktiga är att konstruera dem så att de spricker i klangen, säger Lars Gerdt. …
(The following part is accompanied with a shout)
Tjurhornen är inte det enda instrument som är annorlunda i Wagnerorkestern. Här finns till exempel återtagandet av den ofantligt stora kontrabastrombonen som dittills aldrig använts i en symfoniorkester, och de så kallade Wagnertuborna med sin saftiga klang. Här låter Wagner den vanliga hornklangen vandra ner i basen till tubans register, men instrumentet spelas alltid av en hornist. marcus boldemann i dagens nyheter 12 sept.

6 September. If you ever hear a bassoon on Dear John (album).

Besides that, im just preparing myself and my equipment for the battle.

17th of AUGUST.

8th of APRIL. Pennsylvania, State College. This is btw our first poster ever from our concert at Union Hall in Brooklyn.

Suddenly it changed. Not gonna stay for so many days but it was a big difference. Had a couple of days off in NY, and even got some hours to sit down with my computer to make some music. Its been an extremely long tour for a person with a weak heart. Now we are touring with Low, and we get to share their extremely nice audiences every night. Yesterday we played the Somerville theatre close to Boston. Today we drove for 6 hours to get to State College, Pennsylvania. Pretty soon the Noir-album is gonna be released in Europe and im feeling pretty proud of it. Its exactly the same album as i released on my own one and a half years ago, and no one payed very much attention, and suddenly things are much bigger. quite strange for me. anton and other fans, there is gonna be another record coming out pretty soon. i’ll have to play you the songs pretty soon, would love to get some feedback on them. some people think its the best ive done so far, for my own i dont know. i just would like to spend some more time working on it. The world is a little to big for touring, and it seems you could do it forever. the band is getting much better, samuel keeps extracting all kinds of sounds, and we have picked up the songs Citadel and Life has been this low. They have become really nice, full grown songs. Looking forward to play them for you. Actually, today we played the extremely old song, Slow day for the first time in, say, three years. See you in April, May or June.

RECENT SUB POP NEWS >>2006-08-08 – AND NOW (OR SOON)… LONEY, DEAR! In Sweden, there lives a fellow by the name of Emil Svanängen who makes records and plays shows under the somewhat inscrutable name of Loney, Dear. Not only do we admire such a work ethic, we have heard these albums and they are amazing.It is because we are so crazy about Loney, Dear that we are so excited to announce that we have recently persuaded him to work with us! We will be releasing the album Loney, Noir on February 6, 2007. It is our hope, that on hearing this album, you will be similarly excited. In the meantime, you can learn more about Loney, Dear here and/or here!Everyone? This is Emil. Emil? This is everyone.

14 aug. I used to make you songs so easily. Back to the hard work, lad. I’ve got some fine songs for the coming album. I’m really looking forward to making it all the way. It takes time. So much things to deal with all the time. Did i mention the Sub Pop deal in the U.S is done? Think its gonna be good.

8th of July. I’m about to release Loney, Noir in the U.S with some folks in north western USA.

14th of June. Live recordings in the “former John Peel-sessions” studio, Maida Vale Music Studios (MV Four). To be broadcasted on BBC Radio One in August 2006. Tune in. We recorded the songs Carrying a stone, I am John, Saturday waits and I do what I can. Next day we did a show at the buffalo bar, and saw sweden score one nil to Paraguay. Got a strange phone call today from a swedish newspaper asking about sell-outs. I guess they mean this new polyphonic deal initiated in the 10th century. SELL OUT!

Haven’t slept proper for two days but in a superstiff airport chair and a ryanair aeroplane. London was nice, and i think the maida vale BBC session was great. Do enjoy the low resolution pictures!

9TH OF JUNE: Wrote a nice song yesterday. Don’t happen too often these days. Felt happy about it. Had some worries how we will get Samuel and David from Hultsfred 18:25 to Jönköping 20:30. Hope it will work out.

4TH OF JUNE. “Have I told you ’bout the titans in my dreams? About the large ships that are floating next to me?” (dear john)
Went to Århus, Denmark with the fiver. Did an interview with Sofie from the Danish radio (P3 den elektriske barometer), we had a good time and we recorded four songs acoustic outside the hotel under some trees. On the way home we introduced the fatwa against speaking fake-danish in tour bus and on the airplane.
I work so slow these days, but I love the new song “Don’t use harsh words” for the coming album Dear John. Hope to send you some sample songs soon Anton. I guess I won’t mind the deadline anymore, will just try to have some fun with the recording stuff and have some summer vacation too.

28 MAJ “Natten står grå utanför mitt fönster och bak fjärran fuktiga skogar rasslar ett tåg.
Vad det är gräsligt trist att leva.” / Harriet Löwenhielm
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Night of the 22th of May. I have made about five albums in three years, written about 70-80 songs and recorded at least 60. I am getting quite exhausted, and i am working really hard for the moment and almost acheiving nothing. I have such a strong longing for getting the chance to write more, better, new songs. I dont know what it is worth, but i want it so bad. I am gonna buy myself a piano, get me a good place to put it and just get back to work. As soon as i can. Some songs are ready for the new record (i guess about five). I dont know why i think i have to prove that i am good all of the time. i guess its my state of mind. In the meantime im into some business, someones got to do that too. – Loney, Noir will be released in the US in january 2007, hopefully earlier in europe but dont really know.

17 MAJ. “Jag stod bredvid Emil (Loney, Dear) på Irene så jag passade på att önska mina två favoritlåtar. den ena skulle dom redan spela sa han, “the city, the airport” men den andra, “i will call you lover again” visste han inte om han kunde göra. men efter att jag stått och tjatat en stund om att det var den bästa låten så verkade han ge med sej lite. Och sen körde han den som första extranummer och jag blev SÅ GLAD även fast det var en halvtaskig version, han kom inte ihåg hur den gick. Men åhhh. :D”

I have started to ride the bike a lot again. Helmet, black jacket and a fast legs. Got a phonecall from the swedish department of a very large bank the other month. they offered me to sell my soul and “namanama”-song. i said no thanks.

12 maj. Jobbar med femte loneyskivan Dear John. Vet inte när den kommer att bli klar. Alla låtar har samma ackordföljd. Jag tror inte det beror på dålig fantasi utan snarare att jag gillar det just nu. Hoppas gallra bort några av de sångerna så småningom. Inbillar mig att det kommer låta lite som när Elvis och Frank Sinatra spelade med lite större band och några i bandet var extremt stela och andra lite lättare under fötterna. Det verkar som om att det kommer att ges ut en skiva i staterna under 2007, ser faktiaskt fram mot detta, inget klart än men kunde nog bli bra.

Har spelat lite sporadiskt under våren och kommer att fortsätta så under sommaren. Ta gärna chansen att delta i kommande skiva genom att skicka de finaste melodierna du vet på blandskivor till mig. Adressen får du på nilsemil(at)gmail.com. Nedan en bild från när vi kompade Nicolai på artonde våningen på ett hotell i Austin, Texas. Stora sjok med trafik i röda och vita rännilar flöt längs landskapet och solen sänkte sig. Lite till höger i bild bodde Walter som vi bodde hos. Han är uppvuxen på ett smugglarplan.

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MARCH the 6th. Friends, we’re coming to Austin and the New York to play sometime Song for You. David Lindvall (Stand up for oscar), Samuel, Ola, Malin and me. And Per Minding the business.

We’ve done shows sometime lately, the latest and greatest at the Southern Theater was the 26th of February

I’m working on the fifth loneyalbum now. Hopefully it Will Be Good. Do not know yet. Hard Work Is to come. Thank you ola, emil, oscar, oscar, nils, thomas, samuel, malin, by, Robin, for filiph Södran 26th.

Found myself a New Home in Solna.

Slow growing disk Dear John (# 5) presented. Some real gems, it feels like it could be, but everything is syrup right now and is slow. My friend bought a Swedish version of a Martin Luther King book. First he flipped Reds in it and saw that it was signed.

24 January 2006. Im done with the rerecording of the album ‘tear fontana “Originally released in 2003 or something. This is a somwhat more blurry version of the photo albums to the album Sologne That Is to Be Released.

12/12 2005 19:45
From: Ida Fahl
Hello again, Emil! Can you imagine yourself on that last Thursday I had not stood and brushed the snow off my car, I had never heard the radio reportage about you in P3.
1st A highly pregnant woman comes up to me at the car and ask for assistance to go to the store so that she does not fall over. She is pregnant, more in width than the length from head to toe, so of course we go hand in hand to the store even though we do not know each other.
2nd We learn then know each other, she is from Afghanistan and talking rough Swedish. I put on chai and a mountain of cakes and we are looking at video footage from his brother’s Persian wedding. Extremely exciting!
3rd The child pleases born a week early and I have promised the woman and her husband a ride to the hospital when they have no car. The hospital is five mil from Piteå.
4th A daughter born on Saturday and I’ll bring the man home to Piteå in my car.
5th He speaks no Swedish, so we turn on the radio.
6th A complete program for you!
7th E4 sings and skips to your music!
8th Then I wrote their own song, the second this week. Si, it was a year and a half ago I got something sensible out of my head. The darkness is too big sometimes. It seems to brighten.

How wonderful life can be! It is really good well that you’re too stingy to let companies make money from your compositions. Sketabra that you start your own label, worst nice name!

HUGS * IDA *

December 1 In Visby. Powerful lake.

1) Nothing Means Nothing at all, 2) I’m too slow, 3) trouble Come Along, 4) Took the Last Night …, 5) sleeper, 6) knife Floor sleep, 7) calm down emil, 8) Run Run, 9) There are several here Alberts, 10) still at my best I do not reach it, 11) and i Could not even, 12) Do not Try to feel

November 20 The car stopped on the day on the island f Posts 14 okt 2005th Or rather did not start the next day. Fredrik Ivarsson from Gothenburg / JKPG has ever loneybild. Should get a more high-res, but link in the mail today. Games in GBG pustevik on 18th November Large crowd and beautiful crowd. (I love you, i am john, meter marks ok, Trinidad and Tobago, the city, where are …, Carrying, A Few Good, the Do What I Can, I Am the Odd One, namanama, saturday at least)

Photo: Fredrik Ivarsson

October 14 Have gone into the red car as it is sung on the last song. It is always going to stay. Today we outlined the possible outcomes with and gearbox / clutch and starter motor incidents.

diesel locomotives. Bromma Airport (blue lights). Jenny Wren. hot drink. + hihat cymbals. tom with mallets. evening in October (not tomorrow, night, morning, afternoon). dernulf, a lofifnk-track. Visingsö between water and neighbors. Bromma airport outside the boxes. jonas monk. British and david. Judgement in Bromma. julie. Sigge. cat. oscar.

13 SEPT. Ordered a nice hard drive crash today that I still in control of. (2:21)

11 SEPT 2005th New Studio (3118 (cultivating the myth)), renovation of old record “The Year Of River Fontana ready nov 2005th have recorded a new version of the warm, comforting dark night. gig on the 20th of the country. photography for the local newspaper tomorrow, and the interview.

29 August 2005. It is the dream of the new music. Treklangens tolvtonens and music.

August 25. Cultivates the myth of Loney, Dear. Bananas, numbered discs.

August 16. Anton! Now it is ready. It looks like we made it in handicraft or so but it is nice in the sunlight. The detailed text on the back is almost entirely illegible. Loney, Noir is on the whole is a nice story about Johnny, about hope, about the broken car, if egiljohansengospel if Loney, on saturday night, on hard days, that be the odd one. If the turmoil and all the rest. The disc is numbered and Mathias Engwall was the first.

16th of August. Finally the record Loney, Noir is ready. The papers cover ice Already drew too. Ten fine songs from the first half of 2005th It was Recorded in Bromley and Engineering on Four Different locations, But finished in Ljungarum, Jönköping, the 13th of August 5:00 in the morning. I am so proud of it!

10th of June. Loney, Noir is doing good. I think I’ll make it to the 28th of August. A Few Good Things (That the usually wouldnt like about my situation) But enjoy today: 1) everytime my computer get a hangup (once an hour) I Get a Healthy Break. 2) i can not record Too Many tracks. Every Good Song Of consiste FEW tracks. atleast nowadays. 3) asked weather, weather is good in my recording studio.

June 6. Have something done with the renovation of the disc Sologne songs # 4 to # 7, with some newly recorded and remixed. I think it becomes a bit bättre.Skivan Loney, Noir is slowly but there is much to contend with, is on track to go crazy over it. I need somewhere to sit and work. As it looks now, so the disc is as follows: ten songs, about 35 minutes, then about 3 minutes per song. 1st Sinister, slow, beautiful song about everything you want: a state of hope. 2nd Johnny and I (of course it can not be called) has been working on the text in three months, beginning to arrive. 3rd No One Can Win here. Orosgospel. 4th Saturday Waits. Great. 5th Carrying a Stone Great. 6th I am the odd one. the other’s favorite. 7th Hard Days came over me. (They are now here again) Loney goes west coast funk. 8th The earth shall rend the heavens and above can. Beautiful song, but singing in E minor with sax melody. 9th I’ll call you lover again. Waltz with nice bass. 10th I have forgotten.

May 30 It will be a wonderful gig at Mosebacke tonight if all goes as it should. Clarinet and trumpet cup. Oscar and Samuel also played with. If nothing unforeseen occurs: first performance of Sinister / STATE OF HOPE, I AM THE ODD ONE, the Greeks (well, but Loney IAF) CALM DOWN, EMIL others.

May 17 I Have Moved My Recording Studio During 2005 five times and im starting to feel tired. Promised myself to never Last Night start recording again. We’ll see. Parallel to That statement, I’m finishing, or polishing Rather the album Sologne, Thu Perhaps Have a chance to let American loneyfans Have a chance to buy the record. I Have made sometime progression in the song Le Fever, with fine Saxophone sometime, and I’ve Used the ride cymbal Malin’s brother Gave to me quite frequently. New vinyl single “The Battle of Trinidad and Tobago” out now on doloresrecordings.com / EMI.I’ve always known my first record Will Be released on EMI since in learned to spell my name, and Comparing it to the record label.

About ten songs ready for the forth coming album Loney, Noir. * Johnny and I, great up-tempo song with magic happy melodies and sounds great floortom. * LARGO, slow song, Larger Than Life. The original melody from the interlude in the song Hold Me, from The Year Of River Fontana. * MOLLY * Along Came Saturday Waits, great song. My Father Says ITS loneysong the best ever. kioskvältare! * THE EARTH TO THE SKY AND TEAR above can. Tango Cruise with four tenorsaxophones. Classic! * Carrying a Stone (!) ‘Finally. * Noon CAN WIN HERE. Loney Does the gospel. * SIT REAL STILL AND WAIT TIL SUMMER. kraftwerk Meets Bacharach little brother. * Sinister / STATE OF HOPE * I’LL CALL YOU LOVER AGAIN and Many more.

April 25. gig with Oskar Schönning (band) in the country March 29. saxophone and sang Moon River, with Nils and boys.

April 13. Loney, noir recordings. Clarinet, golvpuka, melodies and cymbals. Electric bass is not for hoes either. Morgan (Acting Executive producer Loney, Noir) do not think I’ll borrow Reverend Aldora bass. Aldora call f the island of Basse.

March 19. Sisyphus.

On the night of February 16. Games on Mosebacke yesterday on a Monday

January 10. The next album will have a black paper wrapper and hot Loney noir. (A song should be named Branco.)
8 January 2005. Did an interview with Erik wärlegård and needed some press photos. John Babila (Istvan’s brother) came by and we took some photos of NY Fund in my old pojkrum. Does that plot lines for the next loneyLP. working on some new songs and some appear to be very good.

Should defy hurricane and eventually to go to Bromley to continue writing and recording process. Have enjoyed the late hours of Jönköping library three days in a row now. Next time I’ll check out the books they have, too. December 22. After four months of wearing the new album is finished. It is crazy, tired.